Monday, April 28, 2008

do i still need to emphasize? that "EXCLUSIVE" word?

Let me tell alluvya..
this was us 2 years ago.

and 1 year ago.

saw that ah beng?

AND! his hair SHAVED!!! wahaha!!

National Day..

Now that his hair are back.. shorter and fresher..

During Our 2nd Anniversary.. one of my favourite picture.. =D

these were some outdated pictures that weren't publicized before.

therefore, it's EXCLUSIVE!!! have the honour. =P

10:59 AM

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Isn't it girls' ideal partner, to have him to honour his words and do what he said?

if not, what's A MAN OF HIS WORDS.

BE A MAN, DO THE RIGHT THING.

10:46 AM

Saturday, April 26, 2008

everyday, if i could, i'd walk to interchange.
taking transport that'd routed to my school with the least cost.
reaching school earlier than my scheduled time-table..
i do wonder, if my hunnie were to get into school, be it SIM or poly..
would he do that too?
would he spend the minimum each day?
would he spend a pathetic 1.30 on only 1 meal everyday?
or would he have salmon terriyaki rice, western food.. the "good" meals..
or would he take the fastest and most costly transport for he couldn't get up in time,
wasting another, & another lesson without knowing $ is ticking away?
so what if there's a must on waking up early kinda training in army camp?
its been almost a year. be it saturday or sunday, any day where there isn't camp the next day.
he still can't wake up.
alright! let's say he's very tired everyday of 730days. because of army training. (which doesn't makes sense.)
can he prove things would give a different turn after he's outta army?
i doubt so.
good discipline? i doubt so too. or maybe the minimal.
punctuality? what do you guys think?
what's the use of army? a very good excuse for people to get away from situation.

i ain't lack of money. To save, it's still for our usage.
i treasure what i have in hands, do you?

8:30 AM

Friday, April 25, 2008

Surprise Choco from Grace, Meena & YingYing..
For surprising reason..
lol..

share it with class, everyone seem to like it alot though.. i only ate a few and the i'm left with less than quarter of the choco.. didn't really find it nice.. like some normal choco with jelly in there.. but on the whole, i'm neutral to the taste.. it's the heart that counts.. heex.. thanks pals!

Went Jurong Point there after.. i saw the bag i really like lah.. but it's quite expensive.. i usually gauge whether a certain item worth the cost or not.. heh.. end up buying a top for myself..

saw a few familiar faces like Jean & Lin Shee on seperate places, was rather amazed that they are able to remember me or my name after sucha long years.. heh..

6:27 PM

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Saturday
time flies huh.. indeed.. Saturday already..
went class barbecue with hunnie and another Chews - John..

on our way.. hunnie got me my bling bling windmill!! aimed it for a very long while.. =P

tthanks sweetheart! *muackies!*

East Coast Park nothing to do there leh.. except eat & eat & eat..

was expecting a large group of hunnie's secondary school classmates.. there's 8 people.. but! only 4 were classmates-related. Hunnie, LianZhao, Victor & XinHui.. & 4 others were John, Me, XinHui's bf & LianZhao's gf, He Xuan.

had my very first two-man bicycle ride for the whole of my life.. likes the feeling though.. coz it's something i don't have to make my decision.. he'll take the lead.. ;)

i ate quite alot though.. especially with my fave lambchop in my vicinity.. how can it escape? wahahaha..

played cards, me and hunnie lost 2 bucks to LZ.. & before everyone end the game, we just stroll along the moonlite beach.. shimmering with it's light on the surface.. it's really really nice.. i admit, i've never seen sunset or whateva before. but trust me, this is the nicest stuff i knew that would be better than sunset & all.. i don't wanna leave that early though it's already 9.30pm.. haha..

long bus ride with the group, and we're home thereafter.

can i go ECP moon-tann agin?? please please please... =P

10:41 AM

Saturday, April 19, 2008

went Sentosa with hunnie after class.
was pissed off with his arrangement. i shan't elaborate. well of coz, with the red words below in the same day entry as evidence, you can see.

yes, i made everyone do the wait eventually. though i reached the earliest.

reached the beach there's no sun.

the trip is suppose to be a just-us-two thingy.. but, since he initiate bringing his friend along, the night before. i just let it go.. coz i understand that he wanna friends' companions, that is something i couldn't give him.. it's not that frequent that he ask anyway.. i just kept quiet..

oh well, both of us are quite a drama over at the beach.. involving unrelated people like 2 angmohs.. haha.. okae.. but i'm to blame la.. i admit.. did spoilt our day though..

and i'm SORRY too, HUNNIE.. i did it coz, hey! i'm not invisible okay.. i ask you to accompany me, end up me being the one all alone, SUNLESS. and you guys just play volley like mad men..

& thanks for initiating your part of blame & ur sorry.. =)

i won't do that again.. i allow another group activity to make up k?
and a good one. i promised. *wink wink*

10:17 AM

next time when a guy is gravely late for an already informed appointment with a series of wonderful good excuses to shield him from being blamed.

turn things round,

MAKE HIM FUCKING DO THE LONG WAIT!

3:05 AM

Friday, April 18, 2008

Thursday Morning
Hunnie are suppose to meet me up for breakfast..
apparently, this slumber grub are still in bed. i woke him, he sounded very much alert & awake.

so happily, i thought he'd have been ready by the time i'm done prepared. i called numerous times, & it didn't get through. i called his house, his maid mumbled as usual. i thought i pieced out what she said "he's bathing." (she said he's sleeping!)

i thought i might have been too anticipated that i forgot the measurement of time. hadn't i called him at 6.25am? oh well.. maybe he needs more time..

texted grace up.. telling her that i wun be going school for that period, and informed her to conveyed a notice of breakfast treat from miss meera, which i forgotten to tell the class the day before. i thought the event could have flopped for it's such a late notice. that's not the point.

still in a mood of rhapsody, i even morning-walked a good 800m from my residence to lot1.
i called. no answer. i called. a grizzy bear on the line. can someone just give me a very good reason not to flare? bickering start. and i hate the fact that he wounldn't snapped a very sorry right away to simmer down my anger fit.

i mean, come`on. people waited 1hr you're not prepared; in your beauty slumber, skipped morning's class, for your sleep? i was really really mad.
that boy immediately get himself prepared, snatched people's taxi & meet me 9.30 at causeway point, convenience-wise.

good thing he apologized and set me in his embrace to make me feel so much better.
Had McGriddles! eh.. better than Egg McMuffin but it lacks the oozing MapleSyrup i expected it to be. hahaha.. we gobbled up fast & decided to rush for my class which is scheduled to began at 11.was then grace called me up just when i was about to make my entry into Mrt entrance. oh well.. so everyone is having their FREE breakfast at MacDonald King Albert Park.. *oomph*
but her call did ecstasized me up. coz there's no 11am class, for my lecturer went re-service.

damn happie la.. all the way till 2pm no class.

went back to the shopping mall for movies, but it's only available 1pm onwards.. loiter around, play Tekken with him.. and he sent me back to my school for lecture, before going for his NSmen's chalet. i can't imagine a bunch of guys.. =.=

Now that's call a rollercoaster of emotions. tsk..

10:04 AM

Thursday, April 17, 2008

hunnie's been a free boy since Wednesday..

Wednesday
he book out rather late.. so just dropped by my house to look at the two newborns of Eve(Who's that?); my pet hamster lo.. never to mentioned the papa hamster's name as Adam.

you know.. Adam&Eve. Adam&Eve. Adam&Eve. made for each other.. lol..

14/04/2008
the work of Adam's libido(again).. -.-"

9:14 AM

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Do you ever feel sick of your mundane boring depressing lives?

i am.

9:07 AM

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

why am i always the one bleeding Love?
looking back at a wonderful boy who used to care so much for.
what has got into you?
you no longer felt the importance of what you had in your hand.
you can abuse anything you like, everything you want.
just stupidly hangup and hit your head to pillow; soundly asleep.
likes being irresponsible with those cold words of urs.
what do you think i am?

1:26 PM

Sunday, April 6, 2008

sometimes i just feel like screaming because i think he don't realize how much he means to me, but if he do it just don't feel like the same anymore. i mean damn when i first met him, it felt like cupid smacked me upside my head and was like yeah this is the one. sometimes i wonder if i ever cross his mind at least. it's so hard when you want to talk to them constantly like old times. now it's like i talk to him and i bore him to death with my boring life. alot of times i want to talk to him, but keep my distance and not let him in anymore. lord knows i just want to see him again. i don't know to laugh or to cry about it. someone give me a shoulder, will ya?

i am so sick of crying, but that's all i can do.

2:09 PM