Sunday, May 25, 2008
lil bro: 姐, 你喜欢Nurse吗?
me: 不喜欢.
lil bro: 姐, 你喜欢什么?
me: 我喜欢pauL loh..
lil bro: 不是, 我是说你喜欢什么工作?
me: 我喜欢跟pauL在一起的工作loh...
lil bro: 我是说你以后喜欢做什么job lah...
me: 我喜欢以后在他的家做housewife loh.. 我的job..
just trying to annoy him.. wahaha.. but very straight-forward...
but somehow meant what that 小女人 part of me think..
okay.. i'm crazy..
too much upcoming stress factor like practical exam tomorrow..
i'm really going crazy.... zZzZz.... can't take it..
7:03 PM
Saturday, May 24, 2008
12:00 AM
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
me and gracie exactly last week, at WPD's interview..
this module damn lame..
test your professionalism and your interview skills.. must wear until like OL (Office Ladies)
this week YingYing & Meena's turn & the lower half of the tutorial class.. let's see..
10:41 AM
Sunday, May 18, 2008
YAY!!!! we went prawn fishing again!!
this is my catch two wednesday back.. and i love that Big blue prawnie of mine..
went peek-a-boo catching with prawnies..
didn't bring home live prawns home.. coz we cooked it on the spot!!
2hrs 20 prawns.. worth it lah!
ermm.. except that most unhooking chores i gotta do for hunnie & john..
the last picture of the Evil Pincers with John..
all done up!!
wahh.. my fellow crews arrr.... don't be so fearsome & jumpy when unhooking the prawnies lehh.. so cute lah.. both of them.. i enjoyed myself tthhhhhhhhhhhhiiiiiiiiiiiiiissssssssssss mmmuuuuuuuuuucccccchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. coz first! we found a damn good spot to fishing these greedy prawnies.. second!! hunnie taught me a new technique to scope for prawn trails.. third! LOTSA BIG BIG PRAWNS!!! fourth! I totally LOVE Prawn-Fishing.. my new-found hobbies.. =)
9:21 PM
Saturday, May 17, 2008
these two days there's been big changes going on in you, i've seen it & i appreciate that alot..
thanks for bringing my hunnie back to me.
=")
11:49 PM
Friday, May 16, 2008
adam's dead.
it's a black black friday for me..
my boy has went somewhere far on his own. leaving Eve leaving his 5 kids, leaving us..
Adam, i too, thank you for bringing me and hunnie together with smiles all these while..
you've really been an obedient boy whom i really adore.. you're my ever fattie bom bom, who doesn't like to exercise and run around.
i realized on that very night i carry your lifeless body, i'm really lost for words.
much emotional exchanges in me, suppressing myself not to cry and to be calm at all times.
i don't know what's the reasons behind your depart, except with a bleeding & punctured left eye i have to ponder about.
from what hunnie expressed in his entry, i hope it's not Eve. i really do.
she's so depressed & upset after that. and isolate herself.
i don't see any reason for her to bite you, if it were to be depriving of oxygen or space.
it's senseless.
would you people bite your partner's eyes in times of crisis? for god sake..
could have been that dreadful glass bowl, that took away my baby. and i hope i know who or what's the culprit.
but i'm really clueless; helpless about your death.
all i could is to keep you in my prayers. lock you in my heart.
Adam, you must learn to be strong and independant now on, if you know what mama's telling you now.
don't gonggong stay there. and if you were to see big cats must run away kae?
remember to get yourself food, but don't eat too much.
lastly, do bide us goodbye if ure really going..
papamama luvs you.
11:36 PM
Thursday, May 15, 2008
let's just hope things would change for the better.
give me a light of hope, please.
12:40 PM
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Happie MaMa Day, Mummy!
and all the mums eLy know.
i ain't gonna talk much, don't wanna intensify my condition further.
10:14 PM
i'm feeling one of my worst this recently.how's the feeling of having things that you bought for someone, being mistreated?right in front of you.i don't think i ever do things this mean to anyone.i treasure what i had in hands; with respect to the person, with respect to the present.do you?even if you doesn't meant to mean it.how would i feel?you tore away every single pieces of my heart, with me still breathing hard.heartbroken by the things you always did mindlessly.if my thing is treated badly, i'll treat it worst.i can't bare to see anyone treating it worst when i'm of the better stand to distort it.and that includes my tattered heart and my scarred body.
9:59 PM
Friday, May 9, 2008
in this love-hate relationship, i've been immersed with lotsa pain.indulged in lotsa sweetness.simultaneous & alterations of my emotions; worn me out.i'm tired.i wish i could just lay down and close my eyes forever.forget about seeing the most beautiful thing that is to come.forget about the best event that's yet occur to me.forget about my dream wedding or even a touching & romantic proposal.i don't wish to carry on my path down the road.every steps i took pains me. i fell. i get myself up.who is there to help?i kept it quiet. who's there to know?Love may be blind, to an extent where his/her weakness can be overseen.and Love on the other hand, may literally be blind,blind to their already-bleeding love & to their badly-hurt tattered self.he/she on the other hand, is blind to their partner's need, blind to what they have to face on the other side.i can't go on..is this love? or is it mere obligatory relationship?i don't wanna lugged this feeling along,i've shouldered enough of everything.whatever the course, a butterfly can always take it's flight,so long as it find it's situated in danger or harm to come.i must learn to be as firm & decisive just as it.if only i felt understand & loved more, things could have take a different turn.
9:38 PM
Monday, May 5, 2008
RISE & SHINE!!!!monday morning~ shouldn't i be at school?
yeah.. i'm at school what~!
my attendance signed and card tapped by my fellow lovely classmates!
so i'm in a way.. at school.. haha.. shh..
as early as 7+am i'm already at sentosa loh.. walked towards the wrong beach.. but nevertheless.. i had something nice.. =P
my "pontianak" flower as usual.. greeted me beautifully in the morning..
i saw mrs peacock, she's generous enough to stop her busy pace & let me do a close-up shot..
and mr peacock is always on the run.. clucking like a chicken.. stingy turkey.. don't even open up it's fan to show off..
i've never see peacock around the siloso as much as i'm there.. saw him 62541624597 years ago.. up at the tram's bus-stop..
you know it can be very boring to wait and do nothing..
yeah yeah yo yo.. wassssupp~!!
got a big big ridiculous dressing down from hunnie.. yes.. very ridiculous.. i just don't wanna make a scene in front of so many guys.. thatx why i just yea...... whateva.. it spoil my day.. ALOT!
oh yea.. cooled down quite fast.. and i saw Ah Fann's Christopher Lee at food court..
and Jessica Liu too.. nah.. they weren't dating.. if not i already make a big hoohaa by now..
they are here to film loh..
he's tann and has the height.. *drools* but given my height.. you think i'd want him meh.. lol..
didn't take photo with them.. neither hunnie & jianyang with them.. they so pushy.. push to you, push to me.. dilly dally..
our sentosa trip ended very chop-chop fast.. they have to book in by 3pm.. so yeah.. he book in and i go back school to buy my pda..
boring..... =(
11:02 PM
Sunday, May 4, 2008
went prawn-catching with my hunnie pot!
woohoo!.. totally love it! it's been on my mind weeks back though..
didn't catch much.. coz we've been taking up the rod up and down, on and off, move here and there.. how the prawn gonna take the bait???! i was damn pissed la..
people stay there and wait for greedy prawns to take the bait.. ours can't just stay still..
but just before we went off, i manage to catch one big one..
BUT!
without the rod.. and another small one without the rod too.. heh.. we used net.. or in fact.. i used.. wahaha..
hunnie caught 1 & i caught another 1 with rod.
caught 4.. and take them home alive to show parents my catch before cook it with hunnie..
(-.-")
i think i'll go prawn-catching whenever i'm free la.. brrr...
i think i'm getting the crave again..
*No Pictures! bleahz!!*
10:10 PM
didn't bring home live prawns home.. coz we cooked it on the spot!!
the last picture of the Evil Pincers with John..
all done up!!
my crew behind this scrumptous meal..
and this very ferocious looking ASIAN BOY whom everybody loves.
i wonder why he didn't smile throughout..
i saw mrs peacock, she's generous enough to stop her busy pace & let me do a close-up shot..
and mr peacock is always on the run.. clucking like a chicken.. stingy turkey.. don't even open up it's fan to show off..
you know it can be very boring to wait and do nothing..
yeah yeah yo yo.. wassssupp~!!
