After his driving lesson, i was late for the meetup at cck. he waited patiently enough for me, well of coz.. with his psp.. so time doesn't make a difference for the waiting passed quickly.. sweet enough for him to buy 4 pancakes and our fav tau hway for me.. but it's too sweet.. that i end up throwing temper... haha.. diabetic leh.. and he keep stuffing it to me though i had a mouthful inside.. why would i not be angry.. >=(
Went Wild Wild Wet(credits to AuntyJulia) with hunnie, AuntyJulia(His Mum), his two brothers & his lil sis together. have got no picture.. but i wish i could tell everyone what an enjoyable day i had.
didn't get to swim with that lil princess.. coz she already swam hours before us.. got changed and off i went to play with hunnie, John & Ben... the trio is always up to no good.. likes to topple my float & disturb me.. and someone hor in particular.. did the same prank to me, and i knock my head... @#$!%&*
at the slides area, got one in charge is so irritating.. he likes to disturb pple(especially girls!) with the pole filled with water.. pour on pple's head or kick the water at those who's queuing for the slides.. tamade.. in the end me and the Chews' came up with the plot for revenge.. haha.. he appeared damn pissed when we succeed.. ahaha... at that U shape slide, i partner up with hunnie.. and there we goes~ if i really can tape the slow motion of hunnie's face, i can really earned big $ for producing laughing gags.. oh my god.. he looked so.. erm... haha.. and shouted sucha big "FUCK YOU!".. while me on the other hand, john & ben said that i'm grinning & laughing.. though my place is the scariest.. i'm facing back..
to the wave pool, and back to take towels for shower.. apparently there's some ppl looking down and pointing at me to tell his friend abt me that makes hunnie pissed.. i dunno what really was it that made him so fiery.. john got influenced too.. tsk... they bodyguarded me till my shower area & i thought they'd went back to bath..
so i took my time.... bathe~ la la la la la~ lu lu lu lu lu~ make up~ comb hair...
i came out, they're still standing there(why are they still statue-ing there).. *big empty blank stare*.. orhh.. so this is bodyguard.... while i was bathing.. the 2 stare at the gangs of 7.. they walk pass.. whatever the story.. but nothing happened in the end.. i'm not fanning them into tension, but damn it.. i was so f-ing grateful that everyone's back in one piece & nothing happened.. zZzZz.. AuntyJulia drive us back to sengkang for dinner & back at home wearing a happy smile~ =)
i know that you're being protective of me.. and i'm very moved about what you both silly boys did.. thank you, dearest.. =)
10:31 AM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
What kind of pretty are you?
Wild Child: No niche could contain your sense of style. Anything goes as long as it makes you feel like a star. You're the one who creates fashion rather than follow it, because you define originality. You definitely make your mark. Everyone would love to have a tenth of the courage you have to pull off the fashion risks you do. But there's only one you, and individuality is very pretty indeed.
How will you die?
You'll die a hero's death: You'll die upon impact after throwing yourself out of a doomed hot air balloon in an effort to save the world. You're death will be a huge sacrifice and a tragic end. You'll go out of this world with a sense of pride for having fought back, and be remembered as a hero. A holiday will eventually be dedicated to you, and children will eat special cherry candies that spurt red ooze when you bite into them.
What color is your heart?
Your heart is RED HOT. You are sexy & you know it. You have many acquaintances & lovers, but few real friends. You live for the here & now & seldom worry about the future. You love spontaneity & are willing to try anything once ... or maybe twice..
What will your marriage age be?
You will be married between the ages of 23 and 28. Once your done with college, you will settle into a career and find your true love! It may even be someone that you went to school with or that you meet at your very first job. Being and love and getting married will be one of the greatest experiences of your life.
What Kind of MONSTER Are You?
You are a ZOMBIE You are mindless and carefree as you go from one urge to the next. You are instinctual and aggressive, but not necessarily the clearest thinking. Your judgment is often clouded by an innate urge to damage and consume all that is bad for you. You are often an angry drunk. Your sex is wild and aggressive, but often mindless. You like to travel in packs and you have many friends of the same mind-set. You like a good bbq. Increase your zombie points by sharing your status with friends.
THE GIRLFRIEND QUIZ
Clearly your man loves you, but to become more than just the object of his affection, your must show him that you know how to sacrifice and compromise. The only thing you're showing him right now is that you're too much work to be his wife.
...help....... i'm bOred..............
5:09 PM
Monday, June 23, 2008
let's flip over to a new chapter & get a kick start. school finally re-opens today.. and early at 8.44am now, i'm typing this. these two weeks had been hell for me..
can you believe it?
right after my exam, it's thurs. and while everyone is happily thinking about hovering their subject books across the examination hall literally. i started to panic about the results.. it's always like this, people find it easy, i grumbled that it's hard.. and when i felt easy, they felt elseway.. same goes for attachment; i love it. but i always find people moan.. goodie.. hunnie is there to fetch me home.. he RARELY do that (or he never?).. whatever.. that's comforting enough..
here comes.
6th June: Friday.
we initiated to meet for breakfast coz we've never make it on the time we ought to (ALWAYS!). coz that whoever fantasies he's in dreamland with, doesn't allows him to get off the bed. how nice i put it huh.. and he fuckingly yell at me when i have to call every shity hours to get this grizzy bear up. who would do until this kinda extend to get pple up to go out, in order to meet on time or to prevent self from flaring further over the already ballooning time he gonna be late. he hang that stupid phone. and i, to come all the way to sengkang to kick him up. i'm already driven to tears and moodless. 12pm++ eat what shit breakfast? he may have found me crying, hoaxed & all. i'm unwilling to let it go, coz the frustration is always there. E V E R Y T I M E ! but strangely, he always put that fire off effortlessly, no matter my determination. & i'm angry at myself for being so lousy.. !#$%^&*@
Sunday: 8th June
we're suppose to meet to sentosa. already prepared for everything; including playing volley (i got ball phobia) which is something outta what i hate & shouldn't be doing. and letting him play with particular some girl who PERSISTENTLY ask him to go and he's ALWAYS on for it no matter our quarrels (tell me who do that?). how cheap can that be? but we didn't go there somehow. a sudden invite to Kungfu Panda with his family at late night ends the day though.
Hell Begins. i shan't elaborate. the major quarrel or whatever it is occured. (explains my previous entries) in the verge of snapping up every single minute ticks.
2nd Saturday: 14th June
Got invites from HSA to the zoo.. 2 complimentary entries. saw my indian "husband" with his real gf, Claire, coincidentally.. lol.. this boy wake up 6.45am. tell me he wanna meet 10am. coz he wanna sleep till a later time; 8am. i wanna eat breakfast with the orangutans, by the time meet 10++am the fellows will already be fed.. what shit breakfast is there again. 9.30am he's still blarrdy in bed. pissed. i demand him to cab down. true enough. we met 10.45am. by that time already no breakfast loh.. had kfc and in the restaurant, whoever gets in my way, dies. i can picture myself zwanking everyone down with my fiery anger. saw secondary's junior, Huiqi. i think i'm really hungry; every hungry man is, an angry man, and i'm that. i got better after that. coz i found myself disturbing kiddies, & make faces at them. and bickers with this boy. can you all believe this picture is taken, with us still haven't picture clear what our status was?
i called that: Bestfriend.
Second Sunday: 15th June.
to bugis with him, his younger brother & his lil sister w/ maid tagging along. watched Hulk. needless to say, late again. walk with them to sim lim sq before i left them for home. *dark clouds dissolved into nothingness, but there still ain't sunshine in this whole situation*
we can even don't talk. and here comes lightning strike. i tell you, smoking don't solve anything. even if it can lift one from stress. 5 minutes later, you'd fall from "clouds nine" and be slapped back with the original situation. it doesn't change anything to it, but worsen the whole thing instead. only fools would engage in that. & i was to give him 5 days to cease this stupid sudden crave before it come to a complete stop. meanwhile, i was to stop all silly stuffs while he can hurt me with all his words, his shits, his ignorings, EVERYTHING. and smoke his life off with every enjoying sticks (that's the worst). he said he barely even needs 6, but "i take it just because i just feels like to", became 9. he promised he wun take any, after sat. and friday night he said "maybe". how hopeless can that feel? He PROMISED he won't after that night. be my alibi and watchers people.
that night things really went the extreme. and really gone outta track.. i'll skipped that.
things turned a better side..
that night things really went the extreme. and really gone outta track.. i'll skipped that.
things turned a better side..
Third Saturday; 21st June
lil Roxanne's birthday. bought her a big Hello Kitty balloon & a cuddly teddy. no one can imagine how troublesome and big commotion stirred all the way routed to my home and fetch to sengkang by hunnie thereafter. my dear; a grown up guy, carrying big hello kitty. well, i must thank my boy for his effort & going all out. accompany him to Marina Sq for quick lunch before he left for NDP rehearsal.
Third Sunday; 22nd June
finally a happy day i can called after so long. met up with HuanJian, Mastura, SohXiong, BoonChong & JinYan for a movie; Don't mess with the Zohan, & some catching up. everyone's late. poor HJ had a hard time struggling time by.. can see everyone had change much after secondary school. SX's weight dropped so much.. *jawdropping*
6.30pm: me & hunnie left the group to Flyer. i wanna take him there as a pre-celebration of our 28th month. but he find it not worth. so had dinner at Jalepeno's Peppers. food was okae, but the mood was right. we confided lotsa stuffs, teasings & how we feel. i'm glad things are kinda back on track now.
*I'm so glad that we talked that night, heart to heart, side by side.*
8:43 AM
my blog write until this way..
how to continue?
8:36 AM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
What I'm trying to say is that I'm feeling a change and I'll let it take all over If you need time away I won't ask you to stay But I don't want to lose you.
9:08 AM
Monday, June 9, 2008
东主得了失心疯,
有朝一日再见....
2:34 PM
i just realize, everything happened as i expect. never have thought it'd be this fast. if you're reading this, if you know i've always felt alone, and only have you. you wouldn't have take everything away from me, and make me walk this path myself.
BETTER IN TIME
It's been the longest winterwithout you, I didn't know where to turn to. See somehow I can't forget you, After all that we've been through.
Go in, come in. Thought i heard a knock? Who's there? No one. Thinking that i deserved it. Now i realize thati really didn't know. You didn't notice (YOU MEANT EVERYTHING) Quickly im learning (To love again) All i know is, imma be ok.
Thought i couldn't live without you, It'sgonna hurt when it heals to. It'll all get better in time. Eventhough i really love you, I'mgonna smile cause i deserve to. It'll all get better in time.
How could i turn on the tv.. Without something there to remind me. Was it all that easy? To just put aside your feelings?
If i'm dreaming, don'twanna let,hurt my feelings. But that's the path, i believe in. And i know that, time will heal it. You didn't notice.(WhatYOU MEANT EVERYTHING) Quickly im learning. (To love again) All i know is, imma be ok.
Thought i couldn't live without you, It'sgonna hurt when it heals to. It'll all get better in time. Eventhough i really love you, I'mgonna smile cause i deserve to, It'll all get better in time.
Since there's no more you&me, It's time i let you goso i can be free. And live my life how it should be, No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you! Yes I will!
Thought i couldn't live without you, It'sgonna hurt when it heals to. (OoOo) It'll all get better in time. Eventhough i really love you, I'mgonna smile cause i deserve to. Yes i do. It'll all get better in time.
Thought i couldn't live without you, It'sgonna hurt when it heals to. (Yeah~) It'll all get better in time. Eventhough i really love you, I'mgonna smile cause i deserve to.
今后我只能够把你藏在记忆里了.
2:32 PM
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
i'm under a whole lots of stressed.. stupid exam.. now.. here's some treat for those who's having exam as well.. or are already done with their stress period.. enjoy~ =)
10:36 AM
Welcome!
It's Me
Ngee Ann Poly
Health Science(Nursing)
Singapore
Cancerian
10th of July 88
