Sunday, April 6, 2008
sometimes i just feel like screaming because i think he don't realize how much he means to me, but if he do it just don't feel like the same anymore. i mean damn when i first met him, it felt like cupid smacked me upside my head and was like yeah this is the one. sometimes i wonder if i ever cross his mind at least. it's so hard when you want to talk to them constantly like old times. now it's like i talk to him and i bore him to death with my boring life. alot of times i want to talk to him, but keep my distance and not let him in anymore. lord knows i just want to see him again. i don't know to laugh or to cry about it. someone give me a shoulder, will ya?
i am so sick of crying, but that's all i can do.
2:09 PM
