Friday, May 16, 2008
adam's dead.
it's a black black friday for me..
my boy has went somewhere far on his own. leaving Eve leaving his 5 kids, leaving us..
Adam, i too, thank you for bringing me and hunnie together with smiles all these while..
you've really been an obedient boy whom i really adore.. you're my ever fattie bom bom, who doesn't like to exercise and run around.
i realized on that very night i carry your lifeless body, i'm really lost for words.
much emotional exchanges in me, suppressing myself not to cry and to be calm at all times.
i don't know what's the reasons behind your depart, except with a bleeding & punctured left eye i have to ponder about.
from what hunnie expressed in his entry, i hope it's not Eve. i really do.
she's so depressed & upset after that. and isolate herself.
i don't see any reason for her to bite you, if it were to be depriving of oxygen or space.
it's senseless.
would you people bite your partner's eyes in times of crisis? for god sake..
could have been that dreadful glass bowl, that took away my baby. and i hope i know who or what's the culprit.
but i'm really clueless; helpless about your death.
all i could is to keep you in my prayers. lock you in my heart.
Adam, you must learn to be strong and independant now on, if you know what mama's telling you now.
don't gonggong stay there. and if you were to see big cats must run away kae?
remember to get yourself food, but don't eat too much.
lastly, do bide us goodbye if ure really going..
papamama luvs you.
11:36 PM
