Friday, May 9, 2008
in this love-hate relationship, i've been immersed with lotsa pain.indulged in lotsa sweetness.simultaneous & alterations of my emotions; worn me out.i'm tired.i wish i could just lay down and close my eyes forever.forget about seeing the most beautiful thing that is to come.forget about the best event that's yet occur to me.forget about my dream wedding or even a touching & romantic proposal.i don't wish to carry on my path down the road.every steps i took pains me. i fell. i get myself up.who is there to help?i kept it quiet. who's there to know?Love may be blind, to an extent where his/her weakness can be overseen.and Love on the other hand, may literally be blind,blind to their already-bleeding love & to their badly-hurt tattered self.he/she on the other hand, is blind to their partner's need, blind to what they have to face on the other side.i can't go on..is this love? or is it mere obligatory relationship?i don't wanna lugged this feeling along,i've shouldered enough of everything.whatever the course, a butterfly can always take it's flight,so long as it find it's situated in danger or harm to come.i must learn to be as firm & decisive just as it.if only i felt understand & loved more, things could have take a different turn.
9:38 PM
