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Thursday, July 10, 2008
Part IIwhile in school before meetup with him, taz give me a very big warmth hug right when she see me. then meena, yingying and SK's greetings. alethia sang a very big birthday song that ends up everyone singing it at lift floorings. waited for 2nd lift as the 1st are packed with other people.. apparently they looked very shocked when the moment the lift opened and we are singing birthday song.. the song goes on and on in repetition with a faster singing each time. blushed & touched though. More than half the tutorial grp, over at Alumni House. and taz asked me a qn about the new Magnum icecream's flavour & whether have i tried it not... blah blah blah.. after finishing our lunch, my indian husband theinesh and azri walked in with a brownie topped with icecream flavour i preferred(thanks to my impish taz). all the way from megabites(435987426169 metres). everyone sang the nicest birthday song, tagging along are some extras over at tables nearby. it's been a very long time so many people sang it to me. sweetest cake & very "unique" candle huh, azri? an inexplicable happiness & very moved by what they've done. headed back to school for project filming, tag along for the sake of burning my time for the meetup at 3pm with him @Marina Sq. was scouted by modelling company (like again..). i reached early by 15minutes. but ended up suffering 15minutes more when he eventually meet me up 5pm. at that point of time, i feel like corporating with bomb specialist & blow myself up in as minced & bloody as i could. tell me how not to be angry?? worst, he don't even say a sorry.to Pariss, chose white wine & settled down at a very quiet corner with food galore. he presented me a limited piece of pearl necklace(i don't like diamonds like what most girls do, i love pearl). much similar to the one i'm wearing from yesterday's shopping kills i bought. quite dumbfounded but not that surprised as i wanted one, centuries ago. but i do appreciate that he remembers & FINALLY(after 28months) give me a necklace. BUT! does anyone believe 8hrs out there the day before & getting late for hours before meeting the birthday girl up with a pearl necklace? i think it can be up next for 'Incredible Tales'.
unglam eating thereafter. and he got whoozy a little.. blabbering alot of things. alot of things to talk, bout this bout that.. didn't see him like that before.. & he sent me home, right to my doorsteps. i'm not exactly that esctatic, on the whole i feel alright, suppressing that sadder side of me. but i really dislike this year's birthday. next year, it's 21st. something that really holds alot of hope on. be it the beginning of another stage of my life(adulthood), key to hardcore freedom, R21. the very significant year. i just want it to be alot better than this mess this year. something that i never had before. i need to feel that "it's the bestest birthday ever" feeling. do come back to this entry next year. and see what's fufilled & a least disappointed girl i am.eLy
signed off..
1:39 PM